A dark Cemetery with an angle in the center.
The Knife That Started An Obsession 

Emmett

The exact replica of the knife carried by Emmett Blackwood in Pretty Little Fears | Officially licensed and developed with Author S.J. Ryder | A Collectible for Dark Romance Lovers.

The Impossible Made Real 

Looks like a knife. Feels like the story. 

“What are you doing?” I whisper yell. “Shhh baby. I’ll make it feel good for you. Just relax for me, okay? I won't go too far in. After all, when I do claim this pussy, it'll be with my cock buried so deep, you’ll see heaven and hell.” I feel drunk on his words as if the alcohol was still coursing through my veins. I nod and watch with wide eyes as he spits on the handle before...
- Pretty Little Fears, Chapter 12

The silicone knife toy for Pretty Little Fears by S.J. Ryder on its book-like package.
The silicone knife toy inside the opened book-like package for Pretty Little Fears by S.J. Ryder next to two white roses.
The book Pretty Little Fears by S.J. Ryder in front of a myplotmate box with a white ribbon and two roses next to it.
The hilt of the silicone knife toy for Pretty Little Fears by S.J. Ryder.
The hilt of the silicone knife toy for Pretty Little Fears by S.J. Ryder with its Emmett degraving.
The front cover of the book-like package for Pretty Little Fears by S.J. Ryder next to two white roses.
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The opened book-like package for Pretty Little Fears by S.J. Ryder and the hilt of the silicone knife toy visible within it.
The back cover of the book-like package for Pretty Little Fears by S.J. Ryder next to two white roses.
The myplotmate box with a white ribbon and two roses next to it.

Emmett

Bring chapter 12 to life 

Immerse yourself in the story and recreate this iconic chapter with your very own Emmett by your side.

The official spicy toy for the book

  • The Look. Emmett may look very realistic but is yet (body-) safe to use.
  • The Feeling. Stable and yet soft in exactly the right places. 
  • Halloween. Perfect for spooky season.

Why readers choose myplotmate?

  • Officially licensed and developed with author
  • Independently tested to US, EU & UK safety standards
  • 1-year limited warranty
  • Discreet book-style collector packaging
  • Free US shipping

Everything You Imagined. Nothing You Have To Worry About.            
$199.00 USD
New to Pretty Little Fears?

Emmett Blackwood - the son of Blackwood University's dean, a member of the Red Skull Brotherhood, intensely protective, deeply traumatized, and not beyond violence, obsession, possession, and devotion. Chances are high you won't forget him.  

If you love Leigh Rivers books, you will love SJ Ryder! 

Discover why readers become obsessed with The Devil of Blackwood Univerity.
What's in the package?
  • The official toy from the book
  • Discreet book-style collector packaging (ideal for discreet storage)
  • (With book option) Paperback
  • (Pre-order only) Engraved 18k gold-plated bracelet with charm
Is this a real knife?

No, this adult toy is made from 100% medical-grade platinum-cured silicone. We also made sure that there are no sharp edges. The knife is safe to play with.

Further safety related information you can find in the user manual accessible through our care-guide.
When will I get my order?

We will work quickly to ship your order as soon as possible (typically within the next day). 

Once your order has shipped, you will receive an email with further information. Delivery times vary depending on your location. We do our best to give you as precise as possible information about the delivery time.
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Omg yes! It was so much fun! It was SO soft and sleek, a great safe alternative to knife play imo.
— Ashley
Okay, so I know Emmett is made to be safe for us book babes, but the idea of a knife still gets your heart racing with anticipation and your skin ridden with goosebumps of a bit of addictive fear. I was surprised by how comfortable it really was too! 10/10 recommend and can't wait to play with him again.
— Keslea
It truly made sexy time a more memorable experience because it created such a fun environment for both of us.
— Marissa
This product is one of a kind and well crafted! If you have a k**fe kink and want to spice things up in safe but still fun way, you need Emmett!
— Kristen
I love it so much! It's nice and sleek and has a good weight to it. And the silicone is extremely comfortable and easy to care for.
— Jasmine
Ghostface sitting in a car and leaning out the windows with a knife in his hand.

The Perfect Prop for Halloween

Get ready for your Halloween date.

  • Perfect for primal play, CNC and more
  • Made from platinum-cured silicone
  • Only sharp enough to edge and not to cut
  • Intended to be used when it gets hot and spicy (we are sure you know what that means)
The opened book-like package for Pretty Little Fears by S.J. Ryder and the hilt of the silicone knife toy visible within it.

Discreet book-style collector packaging

For the stories you keep close.

At first glance, our package looks like a book. But this story unfolds in a different way. 

Look closer and discover Pretty Little Fears on a whole new level. 

All our products come with a discreet book-style packaging at no extra cost. 

The hilt of the silicone knife toy for Pretty Little Fears by S.J. Ryder with its Emmett degraving.

Officially licensed

Made with author S.J. Ryder for Pretty Little Fears. 

Based on the descriptions from the book.

Finished based on the author's vision.

Unique and made to bring Emmett closer to you.

A person wearing a black full-face motorcycle helmet with a visor, black gloves, and a dark hoodie, posed against a dark background.

Your safety is our priority

Tested against state-of-the-art standards

We apply multiple layers of testing to provide quality and safety. 

This includes

  • Material verification
  • Toy design reviews
  • Finished toy testing

Learn more about our quality

The Perfect Prop for Halloween

Get ready for your Halloween date.

  • Perfect for primal play, CNC and more
  • Made from platinum-cured silicone
  • Only sharp enough to edge and not to cut
  • Intended to be used when it gets hot and spicy (we are sure you know what that means)

Discreet book-style collector packaging

For the stories you keep close.

At first glance, our package looks like a book. But this story unfolds in a different way. 

Look closer and discover Pretty Little Fears on a whole new level. 

All our products come with a discreet book-style packaging at no extra cost. 

Officially licensed

Made with author S.J. Ryder for Pretty Little Fears. 

Based on the descriptions from the book.

Finished based on the author's vision.

Unique and made to bring Emmett closer to you.

Your safety is our priority

Tested against state-of-the-art standards

We apply multiple layers of testing to provide quality and safety. 

This includes

  • Material verification
  • Toy design reviews
  • Finished toy testing

Learn more about our quality

Frequently asked questions

Not found what you are looking for? Have a look at our FAQ.
Is this officially licensed?

Yes. All our products are officially licensed. Not only do we license it. We collaborate closely with the author. Our target is to create products that are as close as possible to the stories that you love.
Is this a real knife?

No, this adult toy is made from 100% medical-grade platinum-cured silicone. We also made sure that there are no sharp edges. The knife is safe to play with.

Further safety related information you can find in the user manual accessible through our care-guide.
Is it safe to use?

Yes. All our products are tested by independent, accredited testing laboratories to make sure that they fulfill quality and safety standards. This includes aspects such as mechanical, electrical, chemical, and material safety.

Read more about our quality approach.

We are committed to minimizing risk and prioritizing your safety.
What's in the package?
  • The official toy from the book
  • Discreet book-style collector packaging (ideal for discreet storage)
  • (With book option) Paperback
  • (Pre-order only) Engraved 18k gold-plated bracelet with charm
When will it ship?

We will work quickly to ship your order as soon as possible (typically within the next day). 

Once your order has shipped, you will receive an email with further information. Delivery times vary depending on your location. We do our best to give you as precise as possible information about the delivery time.
What happens if my pre-order is delayed?

We are committed to shipping your pre-order as close as possible to the expected shipping date and will keep you updated every step of the way. If there is any change to the timeline, we will let you know promptly.

If you prefer not to wait, you may request a full refund for a delayed pre-order by reaching out to support@myplotmate.com.
Can I cancel my order?

Pre-order cancellation
You may request a full refund by contacting us at support@myplotmate.com.

Pre-orders may only be refunded before they have entered the delivery process. Once a pre-order has been shipped, it can no longer be refunded and our standard policies regarding damaged, defective, or incorrect items will apply. 
Are your products tested and safe?

Yes. All our products are tested by independent, accredited testing laboratories to make sure that they fulfill quality and safety standards. This includes aspects such as mechanical, electrical, chemical, and material safety.

Read more about our quality approach.

We are committed to minimizing risk and prioritizing your safety.
Is there a warranty?

We want you to be happy with your purchase. If there is any issue with your order or delivery, please contact us and we will work with you to resolve it.

Limited Warranty

This product includes a 1-year limited warranty covering defects in materials and workmanship under normal use. The warranty does not cover damage caused by misuse, accidents, improper handling, or normal wear and tear. Cosmetic or non-functional variations that do not affect product performance are not covered.

If your item arrives defective, please contact us within 14 days of delivery with photos and a description of the issue. We will provide a replacement at no cost.

For issues arising after 14 days but within the 1-year warranty period, please contact us and we will review the case and offer a replacement or appropriate resolution.

Please see our Return Policy for information about returns and refunds.
How to take care of my toy?

All our products are made using high-quality materials selected for comfort and skin compatibility. To enjoy them for as long as possible follow our care-guide.
Need more information about the toy?

Key features

Technical Specifications

  • Color: Black & Silver
  • Length: tbd inches / tbd mm
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New to Pretty Little Fears?

Emmett Blackwood - the son of Blackwood University's dean, a member of the Red Skull Brotherhood, intensely protective, deeply traumatized, and not beyond violence, obsession, possession, and devotion. Chances are high you won't forget him.  

If you love Leigh Rivers books, you will love SJ Ryder! 

Discover why readers become obsessed with The Devil of Blackwood Univerity.
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